As part of your TV schedule 2024Vice has a new series called Dark side of reality TV which explores the horrifying behind-the-scenes secrets of your favorite reality TV shows. Just when you think you know iconic moments from reality TVthe new series will give you a taste of shows like Hell’s Kitchen, Survivor, America’s Next Top Modeland more from the personalities who played there. An episode will have The Real Housewives of Orange County‘s Vicki Gunvalson reflects on the time she found out about her mother’s death on camera and why she’ll “never forgive Bravo.”

The Real Housewives of Orange County has been running for seventeen seasons, delving into the professional and personal lives of several women. One of the reality show’s personalities, Vicki Gunvalson, had many memorable moments on the show, like discovering that her then-boyfriend Brook Ayers was faking cancer or when she and Tamra Judge were involved in an ATV accident in the Imperial Sand Dunes.

But one of the most heartbreaking moments on the Bravo series was when Vicki Gunvalson found out on camera that her mother had died. In Peoplethe first look at the Dark side of reality TV episode, Gunvalson opened up about how she “will never forgive Bravo” for a shocking secret they kept from her during this dark moment on the show: